||[Aug. 19th, 2010|04:10 am]
Kelly J. Cooper
Noting this mostly for my own purposes.
I felt very ineffective during July; the feelings lessened during August.
I'm not sure if I can point to anything beyond The Big Avoidance (with regard to my writing assignment) that I failed to do... It just seems like July was more of a down month than August has been thus far. It's felt a little bit easier to get started on this or that in the past few weeks than it did last month. (Not that I'm making dramatic progress, but... I have felt like socializing and then have reached out to people and *drumroll* socialized with them! And I've done more work, but then again, I have more work to do right now than I did in July.)
It's possible I have some kind of cycle. Not sure how to track it since I can't really see it on a day-to-day basis & I've had crap luck getting myself to remember to rate my day at the end of it so I can have some kind of measurement. I'm also having difficulty pin-pointing the source of this feeling.
Need to work on it more. Maybe make myself a couple of easy 1-5 bad-to-good measuring thinger type questions and force myself to limit it to just one or two questions instead of a page-full.
Hmm. Maybe I could look at hours I put in at MYP. That's definitely a measure of my getting to bed at a reasonable hour & being able to get out of bed at a reasonable hour. Hmm.