||[Dec. 19th, 2008|12:06 am]
Kelly J. Cooper
I'm sick, but I'll get better.
Adam's sick and there's a chance he won't get better.
I hate feeling helpless.
I'm going to bed.
I feel like that too. Solidarity in helplessness. I'm moping at home.
Yeah, Marc and I were just talking about how much this sucks and how helpless we're feeling.
I didn't even know about what happened to him until just the other day, and now I just read the latest news. It's just so shocking, I can hardly believe it. I never even knew him all that well and I'm tearing up just reading the updates. Enough with all the horrible shit happening to people already. :(
If you pray, this would be a thing about which to.
I had to hunt down who you were talking about and the situation they are in, is bringing back some emotions that I had no time to feel.
2008-12-19 10:34 am (UTC)
I don't normally pray, but I have been praying.
I'm sorry you felt you had to hunt down the situation. I wasn't trying to be obscure, just feeling very bleak.
Oh, no, I wasn't complaining, I just figured that the common factor would be someone common to the group of responders, and it was the community's feelings of shock and dismay and support that hit. That, and the timing is coincidentally triggering, which I say by explanation only.
Bleak - that was the one thing I was not permitting myself to feel. It was far too important to let despair cripple me, and at the time it would have. I really feel for Kate in this.
Yeah. I really hate cancer.
I have to agree. I feel helpless and worried. And guilty and lucky for the ailments & injuries I do have ... did I mention helpless?
Miss you, babe.